Wednesday, October 8, 2014

My first book, "Prayers From The Dust" now available on Amazon

"Prayers From The Dust" journeys abstractly through the church seasons of Lent, Easter, and Advent, tracing the Christian life as its caught between the mountains and the valleys in moments of suffering, faith, repentance, joy and doubt. Written for a modern audience, "Prayers From The Dust" approaches Christ as its object of faith, whose healing and restoring power brings light to darkness, and speaks truth to weary souls so that new life can begin.

Prayers From The Dust   (on Amazon's US site)

Prayers From The Dust   (at Amazon UK)


Wednesday, May 28, 2014

The Crime of Partiality

Psalm 82: 2-4

"How long will you judge unjustly
and show partiality to the wicked?
Give justice to the weak and the fatherless;
maintain the right of the afflicted and the destitute.
Rescue the weak and the needy;
deliver them from the hand of the wicked."

Proverbs 18:5

It is not good to be partial to the wicked
or to deprive the righteous of justice.

Proverbs 24: 23-26

These also are sayings of the wise.
Partiality in judging is not good.
Whoever says to the wicked, "You are in the
right," will be cursed by peoples, abhorred
by nations, but those who rebuke the wicked
will have delight, and a good blessing will come
upon them.  Whoever gives a honest answer
kisses the lips.

The scales of God's justice are perfectly and righteously balanced; 
he will judge rich and poor alike in matters of sin, and upheld the
rights of "the weak and needy" in matters of civil justice within
the Mosaic covenant.  In this covenant "to wrong a sojourner"
or to "mistreat any widow or fatherless child" carries the danger
of God's righteous retribution as he promises to hear the cry
of the oppressed out of his compassion, and to visit "eye for an
eye" justice on the wicked.  The crime of partiality is also concerned
with true and false witnesses in the civil and religious realm,
embodied in the eighth commandment which Luther further expounded
on in his small catechism:

"We should fear and love God so that we do not tell lies about our
neighbor, betray him, slander him, or hurt his reputation, but defend
him, speak well of him, and explain everything in the kindest way."

Intrinsically connected to God's command to us to love our neighbour,
the matter of reputation is highlighted by Jesus in how we practice
church discipline.   Only when two or more witnesses are made aware
of the unrepentant sins of a fellow Christian may the church speak privately 
or publicly about their sins, and if absolutely necessary to excommunicate 
them if they refuse to repent. Acting this way stops the spreading
of false reports from embittered Christians within the church, and
outwardly protects the reputation of the church in the eyes of the
outside world who see Christians acting with true justice, not becoming
a rumor mill of slander, gossip, and lies. It is important to note, however,
that this form of church discipline doesn't wink at people's sins, or choose
to remain silent about them.  When a case of sexual immorality in the
Corinthian church is made common knowledge, the apostle Paul doesn't
hide it behind closed doors, but writes about it openly, and calls
attention to the public disgrace it sparks outside of the Corinthian church
in the hope of bringing the guilty parties back to godly repentance 
and restoration.  

Today, unfortunately, prominent evangelical ministries seem to
protect reputation at the expense of truth, and calling out sin
for what it is.  Which brings me to the recent, ongoing actions of 
The Gospel Coalition.  For years this para-church ministry (with a 
strict Reformed emphasis) has operated with a kind of ominous
silence towards theological errors and public scandals involving
prominent church leaders within the New Calvinist movement.  
None more so than the "young, restless and Reformed" darling,
Mark Driscoll, senior pastor at Mars Hill Church in Seattle.  When
the plagiarism scandal broke this year, it was business as usual 
at The Gospel Coalition with the venom reserved not for Driscoll's
sinful behaviour but for those exposing the sin and bringing light
to darkness.  So while Mars Hill and Driscoll wrung their hands,
and apologized for their "mistakes" (using church monies to buy
your way onto the New York Times bestseller list isn't a sin apparently). 
A member of The Gospel Coalition council, Justin Taylor, called for an open boycott of The Janet Mefferd Show who exposed the scandal, and prominent
Christian publishers rallied their forces in the manner of rushed
press releases denying any wrongdoing, flying in the face
of strong public evidence to the contrary.  

Now I don't remember Jesus saying to the church when two
or three witnesses discovered unrepentant sun in their midst, "start
hushing things up and take the fifth" even when the world at large
was in the know.  Likewise The Gospel Coalition's actions are inconsistent 
with Jesus' repudiation of the Pharisees in the public gatherings at the
Jerusalem Temple, and the apostles' confrontations with various
false teachers, ranging from the "circumcision party" to the sorcery
of Bar-Jesus on Cyprus.  Unwelcome or inconvenient truths aren't
meant to be hidden but rather brought to light, not so we can repeatedly
tear into fellow Christians. but so that true repentance and restoration
can begin, in the light of God's mercy.  This should be particularly the
case when the church itself is the victim, as we see in the recent sex
abuse conviction of a former youth pastor, Nathaniel Morales, of 
Sovereign Grace Ministries, which passed by without comment from
The Gospel Coalition blogosphere. Except from the Presbyterian
pastor, Tullian Tchividjian, who shortly after criticizing the culture
of silence within TGC coincidentally became embroiled in a heated
theological battle over the issue of the third use of the Law, where
the claim of antinomianism was laid firmly at this door, despite numerous
attempts to assuage that myth.  Frankly all this stinks.  And seems
more akin to Richard Nixon's administration and its campaign of dirty
tricks brought to public attention by the Watergate scandal.  While
the matter of what CJ Mahaney knew or didn't know about the sexual
abuse is still somewhat uncertain, the fact that his brother in law
admitted to a cover up during Morales' trial should have prompted a
response, and a thorough examination and investigation of Mahaney's
pastoral actions at Covenant Life Church.  Instead we got obfuscation,
misdirection and a public, online statement of "standing by our friends"
while the evangelical church lets the non-Christian world do its dirty work, of exposing sin and bringing crimes within the church to justice. 

By contrast, God's Word says plainly that "whoever conceals his 
transgressions will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them 
will obtain mercy" (Proverbs 28:13).  God will call to account those who 
conceal their unrighteousness because they "feared the crowd and dreaded 
the contempt of the clans" (Job 31:34).  Unlike The Gospel Coalition, 
God doesn't act with partiality because of the demands of the
evangelical celebrity culture, where reputation and status must
be maintained for consumerist goals.  Our Father is concerned with the sins 
of everyone within the body of Christ, whether rich or poor, slave
or free.  God wants us to confess our sins and to receive his mercy,
so that we can be brought back to a right relationship with him, and so
that our faith isn't put at risk of being extinguished by the evil one who
accuses us day and night, and wants us to fall into unbelief.  These concerns seem to have escaped the attention of The Gospel Coalition, much to the
detriment of the sheep who are either stuck in the controlling hands of
wayward pastors free to operate with impunity, or engaged in an increasingly heated and divisive environment where the reputation of the church is wide open to conspiracy theories, outright slander and lies.  When a group
is repeatedly silent about sins committed by evangelical pastors within
its influence, something usually moves in to replace the gap left by
its presence, which explains the growing number of suspicions created
by The Gospel Coalition's friendship with CJ Mahaney and its handling
of the SGM sex abuse scandal.  To qualm those suspicions I feel
The Gospel Coalition must do several things:

1.  Speak impartially on the matter, with no protestations of
friendship to the parties involved and implicated in the victims'
law suit.

2.  Follow the breadcrumbs to wherever they lead, no matter
how uncomfortable the truth turns out to be.

3.  Remove endorsements from the guilty or accused parties.
Do not sell their books and have them speak at your conferences.
Choose not to appear on stage with them, until such a time
when their guilt has been ascertained.  

How The Gospel Coalition responds to the sex abuse scandal
in the coming months, along with a growing number of other
pastoral crimes and misdemeanors within the ranks of the young,
restless and Reformed movement, will govern its future success
and survival.  The wider church is watching.  More importantly,
so is God; against whom all our sin is ultimately directed, and
who on the day of judgment will burn up all the works of darkness
committed against his church like the straw and chaff they are.

In the name of Jesus.  Amen.



Monday, May 26, 2014

Top Ten Signs You Might Be An Antinomian

Amidst all the strife, its time for some theological humour.

Top Ten Signs You Might Be an Antinomian


Paul Washer checks your water tank, and doesn't think
you're crying enough tears over your sin.


You can't do a good impression of Stallone playing 
Judge Dredd when he says "I AM THE LAW!"


You show off your collection of Lutheran beer steins.


When your wife tells you to take out the trash, you
always say, "it is finished".  


The Sorting Hat (from the Harry Potter novels) names
you in the house of Slytherin.


You think plagiarism was a pandemic that died out 
with the Great Fire of London in 1666.


Using a time machine, you travel back to meet Dr.
Samuel Johnson and tell him "sin" really means "mistake"
for his "Dictionary of the English Language".


Todd Bentley is your marriage counselor.


You sell coloring books of Pelagius. 

And the number one sign you might be an Antinomian...

Your name is Mark Driscoll, or Stephen Furtick, or Ed Young, 
or CJ Mahaney, or Todd Bentley, or Gerhard Forde, or get the idea...


Friday, April 18, 2014

The Real Noah Story (Part 2)

 Matthew 24:37-39

 For as were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.  For as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day when Noah entered the ark,  and they were unaware until the flood came and swept them all away, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.

1 Peter 3: 18-22

For Christ also suffered once for sins, the righteous for the unrighteous, that he might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh but made alive in the spirit, in which he went and proclaimed to the spirits in prison,  because they formerly did not obey, when God's patience waited in the days of Noah, while the ark was being prepared, in which a few, that is, eight persons, were brought safely through water.  Baptism, which corresponds to this, now saves you, not as a removal of dirt from the body but as an appeal to God for a good conscience, through the resurrection of Jesus Christ,  who has gone into heaven and is at the right hand of God, with angels, authorities, and powers having been subjected to him.

The sad thing about Darren Aronofsky's "Noah" is that it misses the types 
and shadows by which Noah's story points us to Christ.  Focused on its ecological 
parable, the film distorts the New Testament reading of the flood narrative and its typological importance for Christians today, especially on this Good Friday.  
For as Noah and his family were saved from God's judgment through the ark, 
so we were brought safely by another human creation made of wood through sin, death, and the devil, when Christ was put to death in the flesh on a Roman cross, bearing the due penalty we deserved for our rebellion. Released from the condemnation of the Law, the cross brings us the eternal peace with God that Noah's ark hinted at but couldn't preserve, for though God promised not to send another flood on the earth, there is a greater "day of the Lord" coming, when God in Christ will return to judge mankind according to its works. Christ's voluntary sacrifice on the cross eternally releases us from the guilty verdict that is coming on the wickedness of men, which this time around will not be blotted out by "the waters of the deep" but instead cast into the eternal fires of second death that wait for those outside Christ.

Today the good news of the cross is applied to us through Word and Sacrament,
creating new life where before there was spiritual death.  None more so
than in the Sacrament of Baptism whose washing of regeneration through
water and the Word corresponds to the waters of the flood that washed
away the sins of the world.  This Baptism now saves us through the
resurrection of Christ, uniting us to his death that crucifies our
old self with its body of sin, and to his resurrection life by which
death no longer has dominion over us.  Through the flood waters of Baptism
we are raised from death to life.  Now called to walk in "newness of life",
drowning our sins and evil desires so that "a new man should daily emerge
and rise to live before God in righteousness and purity forever". Living
daily repentance in the sure knowledge that our salvation has already been won
by what looked like to the world as a defeat: a condemned Rabbi sentenced to
die who was actually God in the flesh, who by his blood triumphed over the
rulers and authorities that once held us in slavery.

Thursday, April 17, 2014

We Remember Because God First Remembered Us

 Exodus 28: 1-12

“Then bring near to you Aaron your brother, and his sons with him, from among the people of Israel, to serve me as priests—Aaron and Aaron's sons, Nadab and Abihu, Eleazar and Ithamar. And you shall make holy garments for Aaron your brother, for glory and for beauty. You shall speak to all the skillful, whom I have filled with a spirit of skill, that they make Aaron's garments to consecrate him for my priesthood. These are the garments that they shall make: a breastpiece, an ephod, a robe, a coat of checker work, a turban, and a sash. They shall make holy garments for Aaron your brother and his sons to serve me as priests. They shall receive gold, blue and purple and scarlet yarns, and fine twined linen.

“And they shall make the ephod of gold, of blue and purple and scarlet yarns, and of fine twined linen, skillfully worked. It shall have two shoulder pieces attached to its two edges, so that it may be joined together. And the skillfully woven band on it shall be made like it and be of one piece with it, of gold, blue and purple and scarlet yarns, and fine twined linen. You shall take two onyx stones, and engrave on them the names of the sons of Israel, six of their names on the one stone, and the names of the remaining six on the other stone, in the order of their birth. As a jeweler engraves signets, so shall you engrave the two stones with the names of the sons of Israel. You shall enclose them in settings of gold filigree. And you shall set the two stones on the shoulder pieces of the ephod, as stones of remembrance for the sons of Israel. And Aaron shall bear their names before the Lord on his two shoulders for remembrance.

Isaiah 49: 15-16
“Can a woman forget her nursing child,
    that she should have no compassion on the son of her womb?
Even these may forget,
    yet I will not forget you. 

Behold, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands;
    your walls are continually before me.

We think of remembrance as our religious duty.  We take bread and wine in remembrance of Christ as he commanded the New Testament apostles.  We worship through spiritual hymns remembering "the deeds of the Lord " and all his "wonders of old" (Psalm 77), and as we keep his commandments, we "remember the Sabbath day, keeping it holy" when we feast on Word and Sacrament every Sunday in the divine service (Exodus 20).  But primarily remembrance is God's work, as by his righteousness and covenantal faithfulness he keeps his promises to us.  At key times during Israel's history, God remembered his covenant with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, hearing Israel groan under slavery in Egypt, when they suffered under various tyrants throughout the Book of Judges, and during Israel's exile in Babylon, each time delivering on his promises that he had made to his people to save them, years before in his prophetic Word.  

Likewise God remembers us through the new covenant in Jesus Christ.  Just as Aaron carried the 12 names of the tribes of Israel before the Holy of Holies in the tabernacle, so Jesus took our names into the throne room of God, written in his Book of Life by our great High Priest.  Where he intercedes for us daily, bringing our prayers to remembrance before our heavenly Father as we pray under the covering of Jesus' name.  Jesus also brought us to remembrance before God on the cross.  Our names and more importantly our sins "engraved on the palms of his hands" nailed to the cross that interceded for us with the words "it is finished, your sins are forgiven", which God will never forget or forsake (as we so easily do), as he looks down on us from his "holy hill" and sees us signed,
sealed, and delivered through baptism with the righteousness of Christ.

In the name of Jesus.  Amen.

Thursday, April 10, 2014

The Real Noah Story (Part 1)

In my film review of Noah (, I mentioned that the Creator was only "tangentially connected to the Christian God of the Bible".  Thinking back, I realize this was an understatement, as the god pictured in Aronofsky's opus has more in common with the God of Deism, a blind watchmaker, who might speak from time to time but overall leaves humanity with little in the way of directions.  This is certainly true of Noah's plight in Aronofsky's film, after the initial vision Noah is more or less blindfolded as to God's intentions once the Ark has set sail, so much so that Noah believes for no reason apart from the weather that God wishes him to commit infanticide on Shem's twin daughters,
and for his whole family to commit suicide once they reach land.  Noah's belief in the film is more akin to Greek mythology, describing the kind of gods that communicate ambiguously through natural weather events and demand instant appeasement.  A cruel, capricious God who acts against his own just Law is not our Heavenly Father who is holy, righteous and pure and has issued the command throughout the generations not to commit murder.  In actuality the triune God gave clear, concise and direct commands for Noah to follow, as described in Genesis 6 and 7:

Genesis 6: 9-21

These are the generations of Noah. Noah was a righteous man, blameless in his generation. Noah walked with God. And Noah had three sons, Shem, Ham, and Japheth.
Now the earth was corrupt in God's sight, and the earth was filled with violence. And God saw the earth, and behold, it was corrupt, for all flesh had corrupted their way on the earth. And God said to Noah, “I have determined to make an end of all flesh, for the earth is filled with violence through them. Behold, I will destroy them with the earth. Make yourself an ark of gopher wood. Make rooms in the ark, and cover it inside and out with pitch. This is how you are to make it: the length of the ark 300 cubits, its breadth 50 cubits, and its height 30 cubits. Make a roof for the ark, and finish it to a cubit above, and set the door of the ark in its side. Make it with lower, second, and third decks. For behold, I will bring a flood of waters upon the earth to destroy all flesh in which is the breath of life under heaven. Everything that is on the earth shall die. But I will establish my covenant with you, and you shall come into the ark, you, your sons, your wife, and your sons' wives with you. And of every living thing of all flesh, you shall bring two of every sort into the ark to keep them alive with you. They shall be male and female. Of the birds according to their kinds, and of the animals according to their kinds, of every creeping thing of the ground, according to its kind, two of every sort shall come in to you to keep them alive. Also take with you every sort of food that is eaten, and store it up. It shall serve as food for you and for them.” Noah did this; he did all that God commanded him.

As shown by these verses, God established a covenant with Noah, having declared him and his household to be "righteous before [God] in [his] generation" (Genesis 7:1), out of God's sheer mercy and grace.  Therefore Noah and his family were not to be destroyed along with the "wickedness of men", as the film suggests (Genesis 5: 5).  Part of the Noahic covenant was God's command to Noah and his family to "go out from the ark", and to "be fruitful and multiply on the earth" (Genesis 8: 16, 17). In return God promised them salvation in the shape of the ark, and his enduring promise that "never again shall all flesh be cut off by the waters of the flood, and never again shall there be a flood to destroy the earth" (Genesis 9:11). Noah and his family were left in no doubt as to God's wishes within that covenant, and Noah was certainly not left to decide for himself who lived and who died,  as God commanded that "two of all flesh", male and female", should enter the ark.  These included every living creature but also Noah and his wife, his sons and their wives (yes Mr. Aronofsky, Noah's sons HAD WIVES!!!), who were saved not as New Age environmentalists to begin over again (God isn't against industrialization by the way) as the film suggests, but that they might receive God's blessings, and that they would worship him in spirit and truth for all he had done for them by his acts of grace.

In Part 2 I will move away from the film somewhat, and talk in terms of typology, relating Noah's story to our covenantal relationship in Christ which will become keenly clear to us
as we move into Holy Week.

In the meantime....

Thank you heavenly Father that you are not absent from us, but that you have spoken to us clearly through your Word, and that you continue to speak through the words of your Son, through whom you have purchased salvation for us by the shedding of his blood, now
and forever.

In the name of Christ.  Amen.

Monday, March 31, 2014

"It Is An Inscrutable Mystery Why Some Are Saved, and Others Not"


 From "Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers Series 1, Volume 5: St Augustine - Anti-Pelagian Writings", ed. Phillip Schaff, Christian Classics Ethereal Library.

Now there is much significance in that He does not say, “The wrath of God shall come upon him,” but “abideth on him.” For from this wrath (in which we are all involved under sin, and of which the apostle says, “For we too were once by nature the children of wrath, even as others”) nothing delivers us but the grace of God, through Jesus Christ our Lord. The reason why this grace comes upon one man and not on another may be hidden, but it cannot be unjust. For “is there unrighteousness with God? God forbid.” But we must first bend our necks to the authority of the Holy Scriptures, in order that we may each arrive at knowledge and understanding through faith. For it is not said in vain, “Thy judgments are a great deep.” The profundity of this “deep” the apostle, as if with a feeling of dread, notices in that exclamation: “O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and the knowledge of God!” He had indeed previously pointed out the meaning of this marvellous depth, when he said: “For God hath concluded them all in unbelief, that He might have mercy upon all.” Then struck, as it were, with a horrible fear of this deep: “O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and the knowledge of God! how unsearchable are His judgments, and His ways past finding out! For who hath known the mind of the Lord? or who hath been His counsellor? or who hath first given to Him, and it shall be recompensed unto him again? For of Him, and through Him, and in Him, are all things: to whom be glory for ever. Amen.” How utterly insignificant, then, is our faculty for discussing the justice of God’s judgments, and for the consideration of His gratuitous grace, which, as men have no prevenient merits for deserving it, cannot be partial or unrighteous, and which does not disturb us when it is bestowed upon unworthy men, as much as when it is denied to those who are equally unworthy!

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Start Touching

From "Shame Interrupted: How God Lifts the Pain of Worthlessness and Rejection" by Edward T. Welch, New Growth Press, 2012.

In Christ you have been drenched by the cleansing Spirit. You have been sent swimming in him. That certainly is enough to cleanse you. You have also been reclaimed as a living tabernacle. Where idols once reigned and tainted associations separated, the Spirit has come to stay. His holiness overcomes any uncleanness within you. The Holy Spirit cleanses you once and for all; you have gone from uncleanness to cleanness. Cleanness, however, can still be common and not holy. That’s why the Spirit’s residency is also important. It shows that God’s intent is to make you his own. You, who were once common and unclean, have now become holy and clean. Now, instead of contaminating others, you can touch them and somehow sanctify them. Your presence in the lives of other people is more powerful than you think. You can, in some real way, make them holy. Your presence announces God’s unique interest in the other person. I observed this on a human scale when I married. My parents did not meet my wife until a month after our wedding, but the moment they met her they loved her. My parents loved me; I loved my wife; so my parents loved my wife. They were linked to me; I was linked to her; so they were linked to her.
This does not mean that those who are linked to us immediately belong to Christ, but it does mean that they enjoy an enviable position. At the very least, they have daily opportunities to witness the Spirit within another person. In a real way they too have been set apart. The apostle Paul gave a concrete application of this. In ancient Israel there were strict taboos against marrying people outside Israel. Such a marriage brought pagan contamination into the home and defiled any Israelite. After Jesus ascended, the early church encountered similar relationships: one spouse put his or her faith in Jesus but the other one did not. A possible application of Old Testament principles to this situation was to advise the believer to divorce the unbeliever, thereby breaking the link to the unclean person. The apostle Paul, however, used different logic. If the unbeliever was willing to live with the believer, Paul advised the believer to stay because the believer—the holy one—can spread holiness to others in close association with him or her. With Christ in you, by way of the Holy Spirit, you can touch other people.
If any woman has a husband who is an unbeliever, and he consents to live with her, she should not divorce him. For the unbelieving husband is made holy because of his wife, and the unbelieving wife is made holy because of her husband. Otherwise your children would be unclean, but as it is, they are holy. (1 Corinthians 7:13–14) So get out there and start touching. This is the era of action. If you have said “I love you” to Jesus, you have all the benefits that come with your new relationship. You also have the responsibilities. In other words, you have purpose. You have a reason to live. You claim all the benefits of Jesus Christ and he claims you. Just as Jesus moved toward you in love, you move toward others on his behalf. And this is his commandment, that we believe in the name of his Son Jesus Christ and love one another, just as he has commanded us. Whoever keeps his commandments abides in God, and God in him. And by this we know that he abides in us, by the Spirit whom he has given us. (1 John 3:23–24) There is nothing burdensome in this purpose. It is hard but invigorating. Imagine that you are the new Isaiah. You have been purified by the King. He lives in you by his Spirit, and he gives you a mission.

God Honours You

From "Shame Interrupted: How God Lifts the Pain of Worthlessness and Rejection" by Edward T. Welch, New Growth Press, 2012.

 The world is turned upside down as soon as you enter the kingdom. Jesus takes you through a gate that says—and this is amazing—HONORED. It is the only way in. Shame for one woman I know gives way when it’s her birthday. For those few hours, shame is elbowed out from the center of her life. Friends call her. She usually gets a gift or two. Someone at work keeps track of birthdays, so either a cake or cupcakes show up at lunch. She is honored. Birthdays can be a big deal. For children, they are the days when they eat whatever they want, receive gifts, celebrate with songs, and feel like royalty from sunup to sundown. On my birthday I still get to choose my dinner and dessert menu and my family treats me most kindly, even if I am a grouch. Of course, tomorrow is someone else’s birthday and I leave the limelight, but it certainly can be nice while it lasts. I, for one, am not above using “It’s my birthday” as a way to garner a little more patience and mercy from others. Birthdays can feel peculiar, though. We receive kindness we do not deserve. Who are we to receive special treatment, especially when we know we don’t deserve it? Who are we to be honored for doing nothing more than being born? Well, get accustomed to that feeling because, like it or not, there is only one way into the kingdom of God. You must receive honor—honor that is extravagant and eternal. God has honored you. The gospel is the story of how he did it. At the heart of the story is the word servant. Jesus Christ became your servant. There is no honor in being served by paid help. The servant is only doing a job; it is fee for service. Employees don’t have to like their bosses, or servants their masters. But what if someone volunteers to serve you? Jesus freely placed your interest above his own. His desire was to elevate your status; in the process he lowered his own. He gave you the royal treatment: he works, you benefit. And you must accept this treatment. Jesus made himself nothing in order to be your servant, and servants live to enhance the status of those they serve. God honoured you. No wonder the apostle Paul was immune to the shame of the world.  No amount of worldly shame could diminish the honor God had bestowed on him.  Indeed, "the Lord bestows favor and honor" (Psalm 84:11), but we never thought he would come down off the throne, willingly become our servant and serve us all the way to the cross.      When Jesus voluntarily became your servant, he lowered himself and elevated you.  Yes, you might feel laid low initially. When you first see your sin clearly, you feel like you come crashing down to earth. You acknowledge that you have no status or accomplishments to offer the King. But when you stop to think about it, there was nothing especially humiliating in that. You simply stopped pretending you were God. You finally acted like the human being you were created to be: you turned from your independent, isolated ways and connected to Jesus. It is a sign that you are moving when you see your sin and don’t immediately go back into the gutter. Sin is a fact. To be blind to it is shameful. To see it is normal and human. To confess it to the Lord and see that he gladly accepts you rather than turns away? That shows you are connected to him and becoming more like him. So the beginning of life with Jesus Christ, even when it means seeing your own sin, is honor, not humiliation. When you are served by Jesus and connected to him, it can be no other way.

 Isaiah 43:3 Because you are precious in my eyes, and honored, and I love you, I give men in return for you, peoples in exchange for your life.